Recently, I recontacted one good friend of mine. He was now studying Form 6 at the high school that I graduated from and he was having his holidays at that moment. Yesterday night, he phoned me again, asking me whether I can come out to meet up with him. I told him that I am not busy at all, but I didn't have a car or any transport to come out, mainly because my parents drive to work during weekdays. Despite knowing that I didn't have any single available mode of transport to come out to meet him, he insisted to meet up with me by taking the hassle to drive all the way from his house to my house which takes at least 30 minutes, just because he promised me so before when I was at KL months ago. I was deeply touched by his act.
I am really grateful and could not be even thankful that I had such a good friend, whom still managed to kept a close relationship with me ever since during primary school even though our paths towards education had no longer crossed. In all my life, I have many different friends that comes from different ages, different backgrounds as well as different cultures. Some of them are still in contact with me, some of them, I had long lost track of them. Some of my friends can only be, well, just friends, whereas some of them are very close to my heart. I often wonder what's going on. Is it because I looked too superficial? Or is it merely because I didn't pay much attention to them? Or is it there is something wrong in my personality that holds me back from socializing with others?
Maybe it is really like that. Do this means that only people whom share the same interest or are made up of the personality which is almost the same and are able to tolerate among themselves can have true friendship and flock together forever? I don't know about that. All I only know is that friends are like tiny grains of sand carried by the flowing river.
Everyday friends come and friends go, like the sand grains that flow from place to place along the river. Only the grains of sand that settled at the bottom of the river which represents your heart as sediments are the ones that will stay for more than a millennium. You can have friends that are as many as the constellations of stars upon the sky, but what is the purpose of having so many friends if the distance between all of them are so hard to reach? I would rather have a sky of stars whom are the most brilliant and shiny ones that will be my guardian angels for my whole life.