It’s been more than two weeks since the gruelling SPM examination came to a halt. Over these days I had been living aimlessly. I felt that I was wasting my time even though I could have done many things. I am now a freeman finally. However, I still fail to fully utilize my time completely. What a shame! What’s worse, I am not sure about what I am doing these days!
During these two weeks, I only hang out with my friends for a few days only. The rest of the time was spent in my house. Well, I tried to have some time with myself by sealing myself away from others. I tried not to surf the internet, not to phone or send messages with others. I cannot reason the rationale behind my odd acts but I understand that deep inside my heart, I want a brief period of inner peace. I am trying to allocate more time for myself after eleven years of busy school life. Separating myself from the world for sure makes me lonely, but I used this as a tool to understand myself more clearly and give me an opportunity to decide my future. After these few days of ‘daydreaming’, I finally decided what I am going to do next. I decided to end this solitude, return to my blog, return to my friends and start off a new life of adventures. So, here am I, new and fresh, ready to share my stories of life.
During these two weeks, I only hang out with my friends for a few days only. The rest of the time was spent in my house. Well, I tried to have some time with myself by sealing myself away from others. I tried not to surf the internet, not to phone or send messages with others. I cannot reason the rationale behind my odd acts but I understand that deep inside my heart, I want a brief period of inner peace. I am trying to allocate more time for myself after eleven years of busy school life. Separating myself from the world for sure makes me lonely, but I used this as a tool to understand myself more clearly and give me an opportunity to decide my future. After these few days of ‘daydreaming’, I finally decided what I am going to do next. I decided to end this solitude, return to my blog, return to my friends and start off a new life of adventures. So, here am I, new and fresh, ready to share my stories of life.
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